
Somewhere inside you, you have an engine of creativity. It is the fire that draws us to tap into ourselves so that we can express our uniqueness out into the Universe. It is the potentiality of inspiration waiting for our hand to make something with it. We can take the most beautiful moment in our life, and remember how it felt. Then we use that feeling as fuel to create something new. If we were to drop everything and let our heart shine forth, how would we impact our world? What would we want to build in this world and how would we want to affect the intrinsic value of life. If we are unable to tap into that well of self expression, then we need to look at why. If we are feeling stuck and unable to create, then we need to do a little bit of inner work to clear out what’s in the way.

We are being challenged right now to grow by facing our own fears and anxieties. Our fear becomes triggered by distortions from unhealed wounds and trauma. We go into overthinking, inflated reasoning and spin out in anxiety, sabotaging us by leading us away from better judgments. Rise above. We must sit with our anxieties and not run away from them. We have no choice. We must sit without trying to control them, let them run their course until peace seeps in. Sit with them, breathe them out, accept them, forgive and let go. This is the moment we are surrendering to God. By choosing not to get triggered by our fears, anxieties, and doubts, we are proving to ourselves that we have healed and have formed a new pathway that breaks the spell that our triggers had over us. Healing rewards us with deeper truths, renewed energy to create and lasting inner peace.

Goodness knows that for all we have been through together, because we are still here, we are incredibly strong. Going through these changes together has brought us closer and we know eachother better. Moving through the stages of healing enables us to work with our strengths while accepting the healed aspects as integrated parts of eachother. Because we’ve healed and cleared ourselves, our creative engines are freed up and humming so there are more ideas available to us. If we look at how God and Mother Earth do things in nature, everything has a purpose, in a beautiful harmonization of effort. Different groups step up and step in at the proper time to bring things back into balance and propel the momentum forward. The effect of the whole is a brilliant orchestration of love energy. A melody and rhythm of wild intelligence that knows its own order through its choreography. The energetic flow in nature can drive us forward on a cohesive path that heals and thrives.

Leadership doesn’t always take the form we are expecting it to take. I am not trying to be a guru. I have been going through the process myself, and I want to share what I’ve learned that can hopefully be tools for another. This is not a process for wimps. You are a true warrior and together we are the engines of creativity.
