It is when we feel our most broken, that we reach the point of surrendering our will to the will of God. In that moment all the static and stubbornness dissolve and it is between us and God. Nothing else exists. Time seems to stop. We’ve got to do something. We’ve got to heal that pain.

If we locate that core wound, grab hold of it and stop ourselves from stuffing it further down inside, as we tend to do, we can pull it out and hold it up to the light, to the light of God. We do this in our imaginations, but as we’ve been learning, it also has a profound affect on physical reality.

Since we carry the spark of God inside of us, we also carry God’s compassion. When we light the fire of divine healing inside of us, a profound cleansing process begins. Holding that wounding, the source of that feeling of brokenness up toward God, we send the most amount of compassion we can find, directly into it. It is coming from us, but it is also coming from God.

It is at this moment that we surrender all control and allow ourselves to be vulnerably intimate with our GodSource Creator. It’s an experiential healing. God takes over. We feel heat, see light, hear something, or maybe nothing at all, but we just know something is being healed. It is total trust.

We suddenly feel such complete and total love for oneself. Nothing else matters but seeing and feeling the love for ourselves the way God does. All else seems to fall into place.

The core truth is, we are loved by God and have the spark of God within us, and when we are blessed with a sense of really knowing, that deep truth, that we can walk through life in wellbeing with a sense of true belonging.